It hurts….

It hurts to see when
Worst is assumed of you
When nothings falls in place and sides with you
When your words are thrown back at you knowing it’s not the time
When you can’t justify enough
When you are burdened to deal with the expectations
When you can’t be a part of others distress
When no matter how much you try to end a feud ,it ignites with more fire
When seeing your mates apart because of misconceptions
When you fail to believe you are conned
When you’re not good enough to be friends with
When you can’t feel what’s to be snatched away
When you surrender in disgust to see your worth
When nobody wants to be part of others miseries
When you have to fight the torment all by yourself
When things seems in pace only when you agree
When differences aren’t sorted out but become word of mouth
When you are harshly judged for the wrong doings of others
When blabbing in fun is considered as a haw moment
When suddenly your grades become a measuring meter of your personality
When materialism is valued more than kindness and affection
When you wonder straightforwardness is not appreciated
When the monster of evil eye is valued more than a person
It hurts to see all this tearing me in shreds deep down

p.s: Written for my adorable buds! 🙂

Rules to get a devilish delight!


We are living in an illusion that every damn thing revolves around us; As if we are the offspring’s of Royalty persuading the whole planet to revolve around us. This has somehow clouded our vison when it comes to “sharing”.  The selfish streak in us want everything for our sake; like sharing food, clothes or God-knows-anything we own not to be common. We loathe others wearing what we are wearing, or getting ideas about the fashion attire we are following. Though will be happy to do the same imitating , when it comes to a circle of the ones who have upper edge then us; we feel all giddy to follow their footsteps. But why the sudden biasism and envy when others try to do the same?

I do agree some people take things for granted and never appreciate help, but some are amiable and want friendly ties with you. We can’t measure everyone on the same scale; but can classify them categorically. I think eye-to-eye approach is understandable, but it’s a bit harsh dealing with same animosity as they do. Instead

“Try being zillion times nicer to people will bring more good, then retaliating. I believe the generosity act will shame them and they‘ll sooner try to woo you.”

 I have been in such situations, and I won’t say I am a puritan with no evil intentions. I did the same blithering and blabbing with reluctance about my personal stuff not to be shared; but fortunately my friend’s circle wooed me with their generous acts of sharing everything like their food, helping me with my chores, giving sane advises with the pure heart. Those generosity acts helped me see through the hidden meaning between alphabets of “joy”. Nevertheless, I saw tiff people melting with generosity. Being born a Muslim and in a Religion of peace offering; I had to mend my ways if I had to please God, and generosity is what Islam emphasizes on. Yess!! It’s better late  than never 🙂

Dear Readers,Do experience this joy of sharing; it will give you a miraculous contentment in life and help you have a Giant Heart 🙂

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